2006-04-24 - 9:32 p.m.
my cock in her mouth. this is what i'm thinking. her lips around my cock, sliding up and down. the tease of teeth, then plunge down the full length of my cock. then my hot cum in her mouth, shooting down her throat. she'll keep some for me to taste when we kiss. i tell her when i watch her sucking me i have this urge to suck cock myself. get down on my knees before a man and take his whole cock in my mouth. feel exactly what she's feeling. the discomfort of the swollen member, the thrill and shame of feeling his cock shoot hot cum in my mouth, the exciting and dirty feeling of it running down my throat. the sticky sweet, somewhat bitter taste, the little bit i keep on my tongue for him to taste, for her to taste after. next time he can pull out and unload on my face, but this time i want it all. i want to taste it, know it, own it. i want his cum.
i tell her this as i twitch in her mouth, as i grab the back of her head and thrust deeper, choking her with my cock. she twists but i hold on a moment before releasing her. i want to feel the back of her throat, i want my whole cock to spasm in her mouth. then her lips slide off and i die a hundred little deaths along the way. i'm dripping cum when she's done, and it drips down her chin, down onto her tits, into her hands where she catches it. she licks my cock, sucks off the last of the cum, which sends me into further paroxysms of pleasure.
when she stands she rubs the cum on her hand all over my lips. when we kiss she slides cum in my mouth with her tongue. i feel my cock, limp and wet, throb ever so slightly at the taste. i'd suck my own cock if i could reach it.
all this goes through my head on my knees in the bathroom. on my knees stroking my cock. always with the right hand, because the left is uncoordinated. jerky, off. it just doesn't work. thinking about her sucking me off, or about me ramming my cock in her pussy, it works much better than looking at naked faux teenagers on the computer, or watching short video clips of some tarted up girl sucking some ugly guy's huge manhood. he's black and i pretend she's my girl, sucking him off in front of me. i'll be fucking his ass later, so it's ok. she'll touch herself, pacing herself, and cum when i cum in him. he's on his own for that, though. shouldna gotten that blow job first.
fucker.
