2008-01-07 - 9:50 p.m.
i don't understand why women date men. in my mind, the only man a woman should date is me, and if she isn't she should date other women. maybe because i look at this from a male perspective, and i have trouble understanding why anyone would date a man. furthermore, i don't know the pleasure of having a cock in your pussy. whatever i've had in my ass, it can't compare to what women feel. due to lack of experience, i can't understand their side of it. at the same time, i know what a joy it is to lick a wet pussy, one whose owner wants very much for me to lick it. i can imagine women licking pussy, and i can't imagine them not wanting to do so. it's enjoyable from both perspectives (don't throw any of my "i don't know how women feel" back in my face: i can taste, smell, feel, see, and hear how the feel, and sister it ain't bad).
i enjoy eating pussy almost as much as i enjoy fucking girls. the difference is my orgasm, as in i have one. that said, it's not hard for me to get off, and often sexual climax for me is no more pleasurable than if i were alone. the part leading up to it feels better--warm, wet, and intimate--but the ending is often about the same. this isn't the case with my present girlfriend, but it has been in the past. sex with past girlfriends is a different entry, though.
today i'm thinking about eating pussy. i'm thinking about getting off a girl with my tongue, and all that leads up to it. no, i'm not 100% successful, not with the present or past girlfriends (again, a different entry), but i enjoy immensely giving pleasure to women in that way. i pleasure better with my tongue than my cock, and why shouldn't i take pride in my work? the point is, i enjoy it. women have a better chance of getting off when i'm doing that. about the only thing better for me would be if one rode me and another sat on my face, and i somehow comfortably licked her. the challenge there would be to come when she does, otherwise i'm too busy and focused to enjoy my experiece.
why do i like giving oral sex so much? it's everything involved: the taste; the feel of my tongue against her skin, both the skin around her pussy and the folds of her lips as deep as i can go; touching her body; watching her react; holding her hips or squeezing her breast when she comes; watching her face contort, her back arch, and pressing my mouth against her while succumbs to pleasure. seriously, what's not to like.
i haven't gone down on anyone on the first date. i haven't eaten pussy when i wasn't already in a serious relationship. that's not to say i wouldn't do it the first time around, but that would only be if i thought i wouldn't have another chance. i prefer getting to know a girl, and her body, before delving into that area. part of it is health: i can put a condom on my cock, but i'm not sure how dental dams work, or how effective they are at preventing disease transmission. the rest is knowing what to do. i want to please the girl i'm eating out, so i want to her to communicate with me about what she likes. i want her to tell me what's working, and what would work better. i want to practice. as i said, girls don't always come when i call them. knowing how to do it makes it better for all involved.
